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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 12:29 AM

enli: X) yep esp during attachment ahaha..

von: how's FOC camp? urghh i can't goooo.. sobss..

hanisah: hey girl haha!! i've linked u (: 9 more days to HANG ON!! loved working with u during this attachment!!

geraldine: hehe.. yep agree with u hahaa.. i like my verse-a-day hahaa!!

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this morn i heard from my friend that she went to ICU...
just continue to pray for her.. :)

i feel like a pig now.. haha go work.. eat.. slp.. wake up eat.. then slp again..
haha
todae is Jiefeng & Weili's BIG DAY!! ahaha.. so sweet..
later will see them in church haha!!
i really think that church wedding is so nice..
only christians have the chance to conduct a church wedding (:

goin JB for performance as well todae..
will be back very late hehe..
so do pray for our safety there
for those reading this.. hehe..

okie gtg slp now!!
byeee!!

Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 11:01 PM

Often wonder.. y God have to let his people go through so much pain??

i heard from my friend that she desaturated todae.. and went through resuscitation..
i got really shocked..i prayed sliently in my heart..
"Lord have mercy on her... "

i remember during cg we talked about this b4.. and reason being is to show God's glory through trials and difficulties.. but isn't that too harsh?? using people's lives to show God's glory?

firstly.. enli's mum
then geraldine
then lena's grandma
then yu er aunty
now liting's grandpa
and jianen's grandma

this makes me ponder..

yes! through them i really saw God's glory...
but the amount of pain they went thru.. plus the pain of those standing by them..
its really quite harsh... may think that God is quite cruel..

i was doing my QT just now.. and read Ephesians.. it talks about donning the armor of God...
there's a passage i want to share...
"we often incorrectly assume that we stand alone. We fail to remember that those who share our lives stand with us in days of sunshine and storm... We do not walk alone; others walk with us.. Human may fail us.. but the Lord is always there to help us.."

God is always there to help them...help us. He is so ever-loving... and i seriously do believe that they(the sick) will grow even stronger than anyone of us.. cuz they have strength in the Lord..

Should i say that they fall sick..so weak... and it's all worthwhile?
cuz they changed people's lives...
they have the honour to show God's glory..
they are so filled with love.. from God as well as from people around them..

pain comes and go... but the love stays there forever...

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 10:53 PM

i feeling so full now..
had supper!! yay grow fatter!! LOL
opps.. =X

another loooooonnnnnggggg day has passed..
=)
y people are always unsatisfied..
todae due to miscommunication..the mistakes i did...
caused my poor friend had to listen to the staff nurse nag..
and she re-charted the whole chart for me!
felt so bad..

then i prepared a changing trolley.. everything is there.. then was on my way to the cubicle.. the AN say use the other trolley... i asked her y.. she says "go according to my preference.. -.-|||"

then again.. i did a NGT feeding for this pt.. the finish liao the relative came in.. and told the aunty in hokkien.. "the students very slow hor.. they got bully u or not.. if got must let me noe"

so angry and so sad lah..
nvm! its okay!!
im here not to please man but to please God

the tongue is a fire

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 10:55 PM

todae during break time..
i told linn and jimmy that i like taking care of people at the bedside.. rather than like A&E.. just coming in and out so fast..

and i was quite shocked after i said that...

its like i've realised what i really liked..
ytd my pt weeped.. and i hugged her.. i remember telling william that i won't hug a patient.. LOL.. but i did..
i did a little action..i served the pt soh tar pia and milo.. and he was so so happy.. he laughed.. for the first time..

as time passed, i got to noe how to communicate with my patients.. even those who can't use words to express..
they felt hopeless cuz they can't talk.. but with more patience, communicating with them is chicken feet.
there was once im trying to figure out wad my pt wants.. but after so long.. i couldn't.. i wanted to just walked away.. but i noe if i walk away.. he will feel even more useless.. so i stood there with patience.. then i got wad he wanted to say..

this is how God mould me...

patience...

todae i saw her again... she was okay for the past few days.. but todae when i see her, she fall into fits.. she's scared.. i touched her knees and prayed sliently... that God will have mercy... and heal her... take away her fears..
i saw my friend so frightened.. afraid that he will lose her... i felt so helpless when i was there..
i can't understand the pain of losing loved ones cuz im so blessed with them still around with pink health.. but i can feel how frightening it is to lose someone.. esp towards the one u loved so much..

I get down to pray
and then help is on its way
I walk by faith and not by sight
If things goes wrong, it'll be alright
Cause someone greater
Is watching over me
Now in faith, I believe
I've got someone watching over me

Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 7:12 PM

anger managament is really not easy.
ahaha..
this morn when i noe that jimmy is on MC..
i tot that im going to be busy! cuz have to look after his cubicle..
but.. surprisingly im not! haha..

todae i got a little pek chek.. its just on that sec.. not too bad ah.. my anger ease super fast.. i dunno is this counted as angry? LOL..
i keep telling myself..
the foolish one will stirs up anger.. ahaha

i dun want to be a fool LOL..

Underneath Your morning star
Running a new race
In the shadow of Your Love
Your love is immeasurable
Too deep to comprehend
I'm living under the kiss of heaven

Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 9:24 PM

Learnt about anger managment todae haha.. it was quite interesting :))
hmm i have to learn to manage my anger
Really thank God for making this week so fruitful
tmrr gonna be the start of a new week!!

(:

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you

@ 12:10 AM

new class time table is out!

next year im having

Nursing Science 3
Nursing Science 4
Psychology and Sociology
Ethics, Law and Healthcare
Nursing Skills Lab
Clinical Attachment

hmm not too bad.. only got 6 modules. phew. hahaha

earliest start @ 8
latest end @ 5

yay

can't wait to go Yr 2 :))

btw.. i went joggin todae.. urgh under the hot sun.. terrible.. LOL

Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 10:03 PM

attachment day 5!

super busy todae!!!
busy with admission,
and doing parameters,
changing diapers..
charting IO..

getting busier and busier..

i did a every 5 min para todae..
cuz pt undergoing bld transfusion..
stood at the bed side for 30 mins...
and took paras 6 times...
my friend took about 8 times.. haha..

super busy.. over time.. LOL..
wads worst is.. i end liao.. i go to the staff room to hide so the nurses won't ask us to do this to that.. suddenly sharon came in..

sharon: gabrielle, staff nurse looking for u..

then i tot wad happen maybe staff nurse want to ask me sth to clarify..
so i wet out.. then.. she said

can help me get a hypocount chart and do one hypocount for me?

I TOTALLY SIAN DIAO.. i took off my badge already.. im in the staff room packing my bag..
and ...

so.. i OT for 15mins HAHA.. super busy larhh!! lol..
lucky dad came to pick me up.. arbo i 10 plus then reach home LOL..

got quite irritated todae oso..
good thing there's chocs from hanisah.. that cheers me up :)

hahaha i think i shall bring chocs to work.. hahaha..

NEXT YR MY CLASS CHANGE LE!!!
ARHHHGGGHH!!! I DUN WANTTTT!!!

Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 11:16 PM

too many tags.. so.. hahaha.. got to reply here!!

geraldine: YAY!! we're all SHORT HAIR! wahaha.. fio oso short hair.. :)

tictac: omg u pop out again! who on earth are u!! lol.. quick tell us (:

wenya: hey girl jia you too!! i heard u swap shift.. so see ya tmr!! btw ur uncle discharge already :))

william: she discharge already when i on duty ahaha.. so no chance of doing that.. and i dun think i will do that.. i will just hold her hands...

enli : short hair is so nice!! dun have to tie :))) so fang pian.. and its cooling :))

vivian: i noe u're saying who.. OMG.. how come u noe ar? Aunty Josephine msg u ar?? and NO LOR.. lol.. so far off! and yea.. im having fun.. but legs super tired.. hahaha :))

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hehe... attachment day 4! lol..
counting down.. i left 16 more days :))

quite nice todae..i did alot of basic care stuff.. no dressing todae hehe..cuz pm shift.. quite boring..actually.. ahhaaha

need to keep cool from todae onwards :))
i got 2 empty beds tmr.. meaning.. 2 new pt coming in..
OMG.. if they are irritating i have to KEEP COOL...

this attachment.. is really testing me..
testing me to be more independent... cuz i got another friend helping me in that same cubicle.. which sometimes make me want to push things to her to do.. LOL.. but i DIDN'T larh.. ahha i not that bad.. :))

testing me to be more CARING..
im trying very hard to talk to patients now.. cuz last time when i see this patient who is like very fierce.. i will tend to not talk to her at all.. but now im trying hard to talk to them.. and i realised that they are nice people actually :))

testing me to be more PATIENT..
cuz sometimes i cannot stand my friend doing things so slowly...

MOULD ME LORD...
He's moulding me.. :))

@ 10:25 AM

i've CUT my hair SHORT!

LOL!!

i cut it just for attachment..
its too troublesome to bun my hair every morn..
hehehe..

sunday i learnt about loving ur enemies..
but ytd i didnt..
i got this very irritating patient..
and i really do not like her.

and i keep telling my friend i dun like her.. kept complaining about her..
but after that Roman chap 12 the last part.. kept reminding me.. love your enemies...

okay.. i'll try.. :)

Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 8:44 PM

Attachment day 2!

i better rapport with the staff..
and my cubicle patients..

and realised that they are actually quite nice people :)

i like this ward :))
the nurses there are nice..
easy to communicate :)

1 month attachment should be very pleasing and memorable :)))

morn shift tmr again..
after that im going to cut my hair..

hmm should i? or should i not?

i scared leh..

@ 12:19 AM

Attachment day 1!

was late!! for 10 mins.. cuz stupid bus moving at the slowest speed ever..
plus traffic jam... plus people trying to squeeze into a super packed bus..
singaporeans..

nways..
wasn't penalised for that.. aha so not too bad.. :)

im at ward 43 now.. :))
wenya's uncle just nice was there haha..
she's at 53.. and my friend's grandma is there.

ahaha..

i did 1 dressing todae!
and it wasn't that bad...

my cubicle wasn't really friendly..
:(
i only made friends with ONE pt.

tmr shall be a better day :))

btw i went to visit geraldine after work.
she's not too bad i guess.. cuz she still can joke and laugh..
keep vomiting.. but not alot.. so not that bad..
hope she can discharge tmr!

oh songxin is in the same ward as me :)

after visiting geraldine, i went city hall to meet isabella and cheng hui :)
ziyang oso went to visit geraldine.. so i left with him..
yuan tying oso visit geraldine.. but b4 me..

then jianrong oso visit geraldine but she's not at bed.

hmm...

attended CF AGM.. quite...... interesting..
all sorts of people.. from OLD.. to young..

interesting..

ahaha..

okay i really gtg dad's screaming away CHOW!

Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 11:49 PM

ATTACHMENT TMR!!!

can't wait.. aww..

went bu dao hui just now.. ITS GREAT.
oh well..
i didnt really pay full attention..
and it didnt like hit me that much
cuz im having stomach pain.. and i was msging geraldine..

ahaha..

but the later part was really reviving..
i see people coming b4 the Lord... humbly and say sorry..

for me, ahaha
i commit myself unto Him..

great day :))

von had new haircut, veline too!

aha.

Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 11:56 PM

hahah im imvu-ing with von and esther now haha

todae's prayer and praise session was great!

pray hard for geraldine now...

@ 2:16 AM

i really hate my com now...
i can't load videos,
i can't go msn..
every time offline so suddenly then cannot sign in already....

i was chatting with von and jian yang just now..
then suddenly im offline..

geraldine that time told me that i was online from morn until 5 plus..
and all the msg rebounce..
i was like..
i didnt even sign in!!

weird..

now i can't use e-buddy too...

sux. can't chat.....

tagboard as chatroom bahhh
HAHAHAHA enli...

Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 7:46 PM

hehehe now im at ah ma hse :)
using vivian's new lappy to blogggg :))))

haha but i dunno wad to blog.

well...
can't wait for ATTACHMENT!!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 11:42 PM

nice dinner with my family @ hilton hotel :))
yums.. hehe..
drink 2 cups of wine xP!!

my throat is getting worst.
i can talk normally..
my voice didnt change...
but my throat is painful :((

I GOT BACK MY RESULTS!!!
(enli msged me how's my results.. and i replied her.. wad results.. ahh so i see...)

here goes...

Cell & Molecular Biology B+
Clinical Attachment B
Creative & Innovative Thinking Skills A
Fundamentals of Nursing B
Nursing Research C
(must be my report.. haiz.. i did that until 4am lorr.. and get this kind of result..)
Nursing Lab Skills AD
Pharmacology C
(I DUNNO Y I KEEP FLUNKING THIS!!)
S'pore and World Issues A

quite okay larh.. im quite happy with this results..
just that my pharm a lil disappointing.. i really dunno y i did quite badly...

nways overall GPA 3.2
oh wells.. not too bad..
at least i really improve alot..
last sem was 2.2 or 2.4..
gonna jia you!! hehe
hope i can score better during coming attachment :))))

@ 10:16 AM

oh menzz..

im coughing!!!
and i got green phlegm..
eeew...

die die die...

i shall drink coke,
drink vinegar,
drink cough syrup,
drink mum's herbal tea,
drink lots and lots of water...

gotta recover before attachment starts!!
if not i need to work on sat as well...
NOOOOOooooooooo..

pray for meeee pray for meee...

gonna see vianna and jeraldine :))
to play of cuz.. ahaha
and then later at night
there's a wedding dinner to attend..
my mum's cousin's wedding dinner..
i dun even noe who that guy is.. HAHA
nv see b4 hahahah..
nvm.. got to eat at least ...YUMS..

GABBY SHALL RECOVER SOON!!!

Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 1:06 PM

going to fall sick!!!

i cannot fall sick ar!!
attachment next week!!
sighs..

IT fair finally come to an end..
super tired..
we dun talk during IT fair..
we shout.
and i've been shouting over the noisy environment for 4 days.

poor throat..

im guan-ing lots of water down my throat now.. to ease the pain..

over all sales wasn't too bad :)
i sold about near 20++ laptops.
hehe

gtg and rest :)

tata

Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 12:17 AM

tmr is the last day of IT fair :)

great experience so far...
ytd i did quite well in my sales whereas wenya did nothing...
then ytd in my blog, the verse a day showed this verse...

the lesser will become greater.. along that line one..

and yes! how true that is..

wenya sold ALOT todae..
by the time she sold 4 lappys,
i sold 0...

haha how true.. the greater become the lesser..
while the lesser become greater...

be cool gabby.. :)

Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 11:03 PM

to the one whom i've hurt unknowingly and deeply,

i'm sorry.

for not giving that respect.

but if there's another chance...

i guess i will do the same thing again
but with respect.

im sorry again.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 10:17 PM

Earned 85bucks.. its HARD EARNED MONEY.
SO LITTLE LARH!!!
okay.. its the EXPERIENCE.. (trying hard to console myself)

one down.
another's up!

IT fair tmr!!
yays!!
AHAHAH..

Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 10:28 PM

Tmr is my last day working in Singapore History Consultants.
I will miss the staff there (:
i remember the first day i was complaining about how boring it is..
but as days go by... i started to like that job.. well for now only cuz i think
NURSING IS MORE FUN (:
really.. and seriously..

I collate some pri sch kids feedback forms and their responses are like...
* I WANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD *

likes about the tour: I like the tour at chinese temple cause i got no headache.
dislikes about the tour: at the chinese temple cause i got headache when we're leaving.

okay. contridicting? yea.. i dunno wad to put in my reports.

nways..
really enjoyed the work pass few days.. though im only collating feedback forms and do some manual work. well.. for the experience! nurses dun get to work alot in office. (okay unless u're Sisters or wadeva...)

highlights of the day:

TREMORS! yes..
well i didn't feel it.. but Ms Jayer felt it..
her table was diagonally away from me..
and all of were like so busy with our work.
and she said "guys, its shaking" then she looked around,
no one responded her. HAHA.

nways i want to thank VIVIAN, VINA, VON for coming to CT to lunch with me.. but it the end i didnt meet them. cuz they dunno where to find me.. and by the time they reach i need to go back to work..
LUCKILY.. wenya came to look for me.. ahaha and she noes the place well.. YAYS i got accompany for lunch :)))

after tmr.. im going to work for

IT fair 2007 @ suntec 8th march to 11th march
look for me @ ASUS booth!!

i just like being BUSY :D

Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 1:05 AM