i've finally let go.
it took me 4 days
and it's tough...

mentally and spiritually.

during my long ride back home today,
i've been thinking about my conversation with enli
and also what huiru said to us.

no point dwelling about the past,
blaming myself, feeling sad and bad...
should do something for the present
and prepare for the future
as it maybe a long run.


Let go, let God.

She's traumatized inside out.
have mercy on her Oh Lord.

i'll pray for you.
i'll be there for u
no matter what you're going through...

每一天，每一夜，
每一分鐘，我仰望你的恩典，

患難時，在我喜樂時，
你雙手領我進入你恩典，

主耶穌你寶血，洗淨我一切的罪孽，
為我死，為我而流淚，賜給我無盡的恩典。

我能有什麼給你啊，能報答你付的代價，
每當我定睛你十架，眼淚不禁潸然地落下，

我的心不要忘記啊，他鞭傷換來新的生命啊，
從此不再憂傷，不再掙扎，
在耶穌懷裡我有平安自由、希望。

i had a tough weekend (including friday).
and im not good,
im emotionally down,
brokened and wretched.
i want to cry out loud!
but i just can't...

thank God,
for His grace is sufficient.

because i know everything will be fine =)
this is the attractiveness of authenticity.

there's a lot of images
and what ifs
running through my mind now...

if we have a 2nd chance..
will it be the same?
or different?



it's irreversible.

made by James Trung from 4C team.


BEST TRIP EVER!
MISSING IT BADLY!!

Just came back from school not long...
attending HS delegates mtg.
felt very detached from HS delegates.
oh wells! im going to be out soon =)

i realised that i really need to start studying...
hmm.. i shall start studying next week!!!

im going to skip CG coming sat for Ubin cycling trip with my friends.
i noe it's bad..
but i really want to go Ubin to cycle!
Enli, don't scold me k!

School work starts piling up =S
dunno where to start...

and my left eye keep twitching.. for about 3 days already.
it's very irritating!!

My keep-fit plan for this week:

Tues - Jogging
Wed - Jogging (tentative)
Sat - Gym with Enli

Yay! i went jogging today =D
thank God it didnt rain in the late afternoon!!
but i dunno tmr got strength to jog nots =\

running to
a destination destined to heal the brokenheart,
a destination destined to give new life...

i have a friend,
she's married.
but going to get divorce.
im not close to her.
in fact, i dun really know her.
and i felt really sad for her.

i can't say anything
cuz i didnt undergo a relationship before.
i dunno how is it like to meet Mr. Wrong.

really hope that she made the right decision.

keeping her in prayers.

“在世上 有多少欢笑，能使你快了永久？
试问 谁能支配将来，永远不必担忧？
名和利 那天才足够，能使你满足永久？
试问 就算拥有一切，谁能守住眼前的所有？
人世间变幻， 无穷变幻，
今朝 多少光彩， 在明日转眼消失离开。。。"

suppose to have an ECP outing with some YEP friends

(This post is for 18th Apr)

Happy Birthday Yean Ling!!
my new mentor Adeline...
she's super super nice and sweet!
she gave Yean Ling a surprise party and bought a cake

im so touched...


had a mini personal YEP dinner today @ vivo..
nice spending time with each other..
chatting, updating, gossiping, cam whoring =D
hahaha

i got the YEP photos already!
yay! thanks HUANYING!
i'll post some when i'm free!!

let me go reminiscing my trip
tatas!

many people say,
"Gabrielle! you looked so different!"
"Gabrielle! you looked like ah-lian..."

oh wells, im a vain-pok you know?
hahahaha!
im still that Gabrielle.. just a little happier.

how wonderful,
how beautiful,
name above every name,
exalted high...

thanks enli for that "well done!" really need that after a jog cuz at times i want to walk...
blame those traffic lights lah!

i got my PDA already!! my heart really aching.. spent $547... urghh!!
i've been playing with it the whole afternoon.. got the hang of using it le.. =))

i've been looking at photos yesterday
photos taken by my friends,
photos from my friends' blog,
photos i had in my com,
photos from online albums
alot alot of photos

that stirs my heart...



for


photography!


i want to learn photography!

How long have i been wearing a mask?

pause the music before you play the videos!


i've received an email from the 4C team(our vietnam friends)
im really missing them to bits!



i'll go crazy if i can't get next to you!


comedy by V

this is our whine-up dance ahahaha


reminiscing these memories,
our memories for forever,
brings tears.

Gym-ed with Enli love today :)
it's been months or nearly a year since we last gym together

Feel so healthy today!! though i just ate an icecream a min ago x)

ohoh! gabby intend to learn swimming! hahahaha..
for the sake of being healthy and of cuz, the sun tan =)

Subway @ Rail Mall!

Formula for becoming a contagious christian:

High potency + Close proximity + Clear communication = Maximum impact

it involves two people:
a salty christian and someone who needs to come to faith,
talking together about things that really matter.


"you are the salt of the earth." Jesus said.
He meant you.

went to cerebral palsy centre today
for my YEP post-trip =)


and i've fall in lurve with this
HUMONGOUS TAZMANIA!

God's love says,
"Even though you are way off the track,
you still matter to Me! You really do!"






retrievals results in rejoicing

Over me,
the rain is falling over me
I can see now
the fragrance and the essence of my King

Falling over me...


Abba Father,
I thank You for this day.
That you open up ur arms
and embrace me with love again.
Yearning for me to come back and know you even more
and i want to make a convenant with you,
that is i want to get closer to you
and to know you personally
not by reflections, feelings
but by Your Word.

in Jesus's name,
amen

i'll be away for camp!
be back tmr!! =D

XIN CHAO!
(means hello)

im back from vietnam!!
this trip is really AWESOME!

some highlights about this trip =D

-First stop: Phi Lao Resort-
Resort sounds WOW!..
but this is not..
it's like a mini kampong and there's 5 dogs (OMT!)
when u whack the bed, u'll see houseflies (eeyer... hahaha!)
of all accomodations, i love staying in phi lao the most.
its like a mini kampong! very fun.. we stayed very close to each other...
we get to see beautiful sunrise, get to step on very fine sand, get to feel the breeze whole day
and most beautiful picture i've ever saw is a night sky full of stars.
Phi Lao is very dark at night
so we can see the stars clearly..
it's DAMN PRETTY!


-Tam Thon Hiep Open House-
'Open House' is actually an Orphanage.
1 hr away from our resort.
we spent 5 days there.
we went there to paint the walls, lay the cement ground
and also to play with the kids there.
it was tiring but very fun =D
i really missed them to bits.
loved the little handicrafts they gave me.
aww.

-Nha Trang-
Miss Universe 2008 is going to be held there.
we went there to play cuz after 5 days of work,
we had 2 rest days.
From Phi Lao to Nha Trang took us 8-10hours of bus ride..
it's superrr longg
and during the last hour the no. 8th hour,
we met an accident,
our bus BANGED onto a motorcycle
it was around 5 am
then we got stranded for about 7 hours before we reach Nha Trang.
quite uneventful but it's an experience..

Nha Trang is really beautiful =D
the beach is one of the most beautiful beach in the world
(but actually i prefer the one @ phi lao)
we went snokerling, some went parasailing as well,
i tried to fly a kite but fail. we sang lots of songs during the boat ride to the sea.
we went clubbing too hahaha
For me, it's my very first time clubbing..
wore t-shirt and 3/4 pants (HAHAHAHA!)
my friends too.. cuz it's too sudden.
ordered this drink called sailor's kiss.
it's SO NICE!
of cuz clubbing means dancing too =D
and yep, i danced.

-Ho Chi Minh City-
after 2 rest days, we went back to the city.
stayed @ Binh An hotel.. it's.. okay lah not too bad.. hahaha
went to COOP Mart, Saigon Square, XX Market place... and lots more.
during the stay @ Ho Chi Minh, we SHOP alot!
love the shopping spree time there...
bought lots of BRANDED STUFFS. lol..
roxy, american's eagle, ambercrombie etc..
nice place to shop!
gosh i want to go there to shopppp!!!

-XX Special School-
we went to this special school for special kids
they had cerebral palsy, some are deaf and dumb, some mentally retarded.
the class that my group taught was the most severe class..
it was quite tough teaching them.
cuz they only want to play... play and play..
and they are super super rowdy..
got knocked and hit and got spit onto my face and got molested.
they fight when they dun like each other
they kiss and hug when they like each other.
we went there for 3 days
and during these 3 days
i enjoyed alot.
=D

-food-
not too bad!
ate lots of eggs (it's double yolk)
ate lots of french loaf
ate lots of rice
ate lots of claypot fish
ate lots of hotpot
ate lots of shrimps
we had crabs too!
durians!
buffet lunch on the 2nd last day
KFC!
and lots more!

SEDAP!

-4C team!-
4C team is a group of volunteers and all of them are undergrads
their age group is the same as ours
so we really got bonded with them
total of 7-10 of them joined us
and they are really really fun people!
they zoom zoom(motorbike) us around at night in HCMC (funn funn!!!)
Toan, Vicki, James, Henry, Hern, Qua and many more!
im missing them already
we teared and cry madly during our departure.
*sobs*



during this whole trip
45 of us really gel together
i see strong teamwork
love, care and concern is all around.
we played Angel and mortal as well..
and from there i learnt to care more for others.
i really love our team
GO YEP VIETNAM 08!


i'll post photos and tell u more about the trip =D
as soon as i get it.

child of God
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