Fun @ Work!
(this is taken during changing of shift.. that's y we can play a lil.)

saw zhengjie ytd on the same bus
and he said that i looked tired..
yes i'm feeling tired and slpy

but since the start of attachment
many people commented that..
even when i'm not feeling tired..
they think i'm tired.


i'm just 19y.o
and they think i'm 20++
Life in nursing..
makes me old

*Shake head* Jia Lat.. Jia Lat..
i haven start night shift yet
already like that..

chiam chiam...

"Be strong and very courageous..." - Joshua 1:6-7

I'm strong, but not really courageous yet.
learning lah learning...

i've read Romans 15,
"we who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves.
Each of us should please his neighbour for his good, to build him up........."

i'm strong, i'm not pleasing myself,
i did it for God, i did it for people,
but the outcome was disappointment.

For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. - Matthew 6:21

perhaps
my initial motive was wrong?
which is to help myself...
but i didn't bear that motive already
because i'm really true to my faith,
i noe my mistakes already
but why?
that disappointment.

the woman said to the serpent,
"We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, but God did say, 'You must not eat fruit from the from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die."
-Genesis 3:2-3

perhaps i'm thinking too much,
i've misinterpret my perceptions
but it's too true.

God is God and I am not
I can only see a part of the picture He’s painting
God is God and I am man
So I’ll never understand it all
For only God is God
- Steven Curtis Chapman

Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame

Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, "daughter" and "son"
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness


I Fear You Lord,
Give me some more time.

i'm feeling lousy.
i'm very sick and tired of myself.
i'm a hypocrite.
i'm very very ugly.
i'm not worth.
i want to run away from God and i did.
i'm a sore loser.

i didn't really attend service today
i went out... playing with samuel
Thank God for bringing joy thru samuel and jeramiah.

why am i running away?
because i can't face Him.
i allow jealousy, deceptions, gossips, being a hypocrite etc etc.. in my life
when i know its wrong.

i currently having a spiritual warfare
and i'm badly beaten up.
Thank God for giving me strength to try to pull myself up.
Thank God for Lena to chat with me today and i really really need that.

"For it is by grace, you have been saved"

Unity is Strength

will history repeat?

my patient is on DNR yesterday...
many people came to visit her..
they have tears in their eyes, red and puffy
and suddenly today i heard the buddha song beside the bed
and one of the visitor was praying at the bedside

about 1.5yrs back..
something similar happened..
patient is having internal bleeding
then there's this buddha song also
plus a relative sitting by the bedside praying.. but with beads.
this patient from being so weak, unable to talk.. until she can talk and smile..
one going to die..unsaved in the end survived..
but lagi worst.. people around her are more difficult to be saved..
cuz buddha did "miracles"

this time round.. i'm not very sure if patient will survive or not..
cuz i'm just 3.5 weeks old in hosp.. still do not have that sixth sense..

nway..i've changed ward.. it's a multidisciplinary ward..
still quite confused with the ward culture.. and can't get used to it..
oh well.. it takes time =S

MY RESULTS are out!! (two days ago...)

i'm very happy with my results!

Clinical Attachment B+
Drug Discovery and Development B+
Nursing Management A
Nursing Science 5 A
Nursing Skills B+
Research Project AD
--> THANK GOD FOR THIS! cuz my group really spent a lot of time, and
nights to do our 20+++ pgs research report!
Work & Professional Development B

GPA: 3.6
YAY!!

Happy birthday Enli!
Happy belated birthday Wenya!

Wenya: So sorry... i pang seh u during ur actually bday.. and this birthday make-up celebration is abit the lousy.. i'm truly sorry =(

ALL TO NOTE: the F4 Movie SUCKS.. yucks! ZERO STAR!

i should have watched mama-mia..



long bus ride really makes one think and fall into depression mode

Went to Stephen Tong's Rally today =)
it's quite chim.. but was good

attended "piano expressions" by MSM..
that's jieying..
she's damn good in her piano..
she played 2 pieces which is about 10mins each..
and she's a pro.

*fast fingers!!*

I really enjoyed my posting @ ward 5..
they are really crazily fun bunch of nurses!
Thank You for making my 3 weeks
an enriching and fun!

Today is my nicest CI's last day of work
and
Tmr is my last day of attachment!

I HOPE I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE.

gosh.. today CI asked us to choose our PRCP ward
and i chose ward 10 of AH..
it's a surgical ward which always have overflow of ortho, medical and geron cases..

machiam multi-discipline..
i better buck up in my knowledge
cuz until today's ward round, the consultant asked me questions then i realised that i've forgot alot of things that were taught in school.. =S

I SPENT GOOD QUALITY TIME WITH MY 89YERS today!!
it's really great.. like knowing each other better.. again
took lots of photos! wahahah!!
so fun XD

in order for me not to blacklist you
with a very "bu shuang" face + roll eyes,
say please and thank you.
if these words are tough to say,
at least smile.


so many people in the hospital today..
super no manners lah!

yuck.

I realised that...


i have more patience than before =)
of all things except my parent's naggings..
that one.. still learning..but.....


nways..
i really enjoyed my 2 weeks attachment so far ^^
somehow nursing is something that i really want to do (as for now)
though very tired.. but after complaining about tiredness and stuffs,
looking back, i realised that i've learnt alot.. be it skills or knowledge ^^

i really can't wait for my PRCP period where i'm going to take 6-12 cases
and being able to handle them all..
so far i'm handling 3 cases but sometimes there's some things forget to do =S


another thing..
i can't wait for alpha camp launch!
although today's meeting got alot of arrows around
and got a tiny little bit upset but..
when i'm home doing the editing for the video, cards
i'm excited!
wahahaha!!
i want to go alpha camp! *SOBS*
at least alpha night
(PRAY HARD I DUN HAVE TO WORK PM SHIFT ON THAT DAY NOR NIGHT SHIFT!)

Voice of a Dad...


Cinderella by Steven Curtis Chapman

Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.

Micah 7:18 (NIV)
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