quite cute eh this MV.

(late entry)
saw mummy sorting out/cleaning her jewelleries
when i got home about 10 plus
and wondering what is she doing..

so being such a KPO, hinking that maybe
she'll have some nice nice necklace or earrings
that i can wear..

then i realised it was all
too ATAS kind that i won't wear at all
like Gold, Jade, Pearls, Diamonds

then she started telling me how priceless they are..
blah blah blahh and she'll be giving me some of it as dowry
then later, she asked me to choose which sets i want

gosh the point here is,
i can't believe i'm engaging into such conversation with my mother - choosing my dowry =S
it's too weird, but at least i'm chatting with mom.

nway, K-ing with poly clique
was hella HIGH and MAD
worst still, developing SORE throat.

good thing T.T gave me pi pa gao sweet
ty!

karaoke with crazy cuzzies
dancing and prancing around the K-box suite,
mc-ing, woo-ing over the echoy microphones
was definately frickin' crazily ABCDEFUN!

i wonder how is it like with my poly cliques tmr..
okay. swimming first =)


zuo-bo during holiday will become very whiny for me.
so..
DATE ME OUT PEOPLE!
at lowest expediture rate please *O.O*

went medical checkup today @ AH together with wenya
then had a meet up with my primary school teacher to
just catch up and talk about some online business thingy..
and realised that it was MLM.

nway the point is.. before meeting up with my teacher,
i had 3 hours to spare.. and wenya had a date already
and i can't possibly tag along rite!?!
so i went loitering around chinatown point and it was boring. totally.
thank HuiRu for suggesting me to go PS
and there... i got this good deal:

You Are 24% Interesting

You may think you're the most fascinating person in the world... But the truth is: you bore everyone you know to tears. People may pretend to listen to you, but your self absorbed ways are agonizing. Not every conversation needs to be your therapy session. You definitely complain too much. You can be interesting, but you'll have to break outside your comfort zone. You need to stop being boring. Take an interest in someone else for a change. Read a book. Make a new friend. Take up a new hobby.

i like their dance!
i should have learn ballet instead of piano when i'm young.
aahahaha!

qns: what happen if you can't sleep well at night
and the next day u need to wake up early to work?

ans: just drink one big cup of wine


and yes i'm feeling tipsy now =S

Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is, Crashing down on me.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
We'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you could meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

3 more days as a student nurse!
after that i'll be a staff nurse.

so fast.

a note from someone to me...

Dearest Gabrielle,
Time flies, You'll be graduating soon! You know I'm so envious that you've found your passion at such a young age, and have stuck on to the path, ridden through all the difficulties, physical and emotional challenges to realize your dream.What you do is meaningful and blesses others and glorifies God too. God has created a unique you. He's given you the capabilities to go on this journey. And most of all given you the sensitivity, love and compassionate heart to go along with it, which is so important. Pray that you'll continue to be an ambassador of God's love. Don't even feel lonely or tired when you do.You don't know how much it may mean to someone when is sick or without friends or company to have someone to welcome them, or just sit with them. And this sensitivity is a gift. but well, having said all that, I pray that as your responsibilities increase, you will have the wisdom to priorities, stay close to God, not over stretch and tired out, such that you'll pass yourself and run a good race.

I thank you for this note
because when i read it i felt that God is comforting me through you =)

as i was listening to the sermon today,
it hit me that why do i give up so easily because of some mistakes
and why do i give in to those thoughts of giving up!
i'm called and have been given gifts to do God's work
and should put on my amour of God and victor that battle ahead...


4 more days to completing my pre-registration period!
i'll look forward with a joyful spirit in April 6 =)

went BPP with my crazy cuzzies after work today
it's not V day celebration or what
but to shop for groceries for tmr's picnic!

so fun =))
finally we're having fun together!

today was really horrible at work
during passing over report,
i had 3 admissions came in consecutively.
and the Drs are taking their own sweet time to write down their orders.

then later i was pulled over to another team
to send patient for Xray
supposingly this whole xray thing should take about 10mins
in the end it took about an hour.

so back at the ward
i had a lot of things not done..
good thing jessica and mela did my changes

but that means that i got no idea what did the Dr order
and i was super rushing for time for my premeal medications and bgm..
after that the phone keep ringing and i keep receiving calls from the clinical lab
that the bloods taken were grossly hemolysed or taken using the wrong tube.
URGH. that's make me even busier cuz i need to get the Dr to take blood
and worst still my poor patient gotta get pricked again.

however all these are still fine..
it's the documentation that's giving me problems
because changes weren't done by me..
and i got super hard time documenting down
as i was super lost and don't even know what was done to patient.

cuz i don't even have the time to read their case notes.
URGH.

how i spend my off day today =)

my dad forced me to wake up at 8plus
and then went bbdc with vivian for btt practice..
saw reuben there as well.. i think he's getting his bike license..
nway.. out for 4 booklets, i've completed 2 and i only passed 1.
=\

after bbdc,
i went jade to swim with enli and sherlyn..
and as usual, i drank sips for chlorine water through my nose.
but i think i've improved lah.. at least i didnt drink gulps of water

the next thing i do is the most craziest one.
zomg!
dad brought me to somewhere at the back of my hse area to try out driving the van
it was damn scary.

my first try was screechy enough,
2nd was worst..
but 3rd 4th 5th etc.. was quite okay
just not smooth enough

however.. my last try was screechy again
URGH!

and now.. wenya's at my place chilling
then later youth alpha =)

yay i like my off day =D

will you rather know ur diagnosis or not know?

9 more days (excluding off days) to the end of PRCP!

but 9 days like 9 years...
and not forgetting that 2 years of bond like 2 decades.

2 decades means 20 years.


20 years of nursing...
i wonder will i survive through 20 years of nursing
looking at the amount of stress im having recently.

better not think about it.

2 patient passed away during my shift today
one after another..
1 of them was under my care.

she's the first patient under my care that passed away...
i thank her for giving me the chance and experience
for end of life care as well as care after death

gwen asked her to pray to Jesus
when she was still quite alert and conscious
and she said okay.

but for the passed 2 days
that buddha chant machine keep chanting and chanting..
and it's ringing in my head lah!

i hope she prayed.

that's it that's it!

i'll be getting a B+ for PRCP.
it's short of 3 pt to get a A
and ytd i tried to ask my lecturer to try pull me up.
because i really want my cummulative GPA to look slightly better
though it'll still be less than 3.5 =(

but after some thoughts,
i'm wondering y am i so concern about this cummulative GPA
and my grading for attachment..
for pride? or for getting into uni.

but for uni sim, they don't really look at GPA.
and will i go into NUS 2 years later to take other courses?
i doubt so.
so.. i guess its my pride. i've inherited my dad's big ego and pride.

friends said that i'll get A, and i thought i will.
looking back over the past 10+ weeks...
do i really worth that A?
or B+ is already a blessing for me.


thank God for that B+lessing.

i felt that i've changed.
i felt different.
but i don't know is it for good or for worse.
i'm talking about my character...

=S

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment   You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Commitment
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

hmm.. quite true. hahahah!

wenya supposed to pang seh me today for youth alpha
but thank God..
her boy didn't book out cuz something happened in army

so in the end wenya came!
yay!

watched the wedding game with vivian and vina today
not very nice leh.. =S

sighs.

Suefern asked me to do this:

Yay! i've completed my night shift =))


this 3rd round of night shift was much more better,
more independent in performance...
took 13 patients.
but this round of night shift was terribly hectic!
esp my last night
total of 11 admissions
I had 1 under my cubicle that i'm looking after.

ohoh.. ytd night was haunted again.
one patient called for me when i passed by her bed
then she started grabbing my hands and cried
not willing to let go..
and she really looked paranoid so guessed must be something dirty
so drew the curtians to cover the windows because her bed was beside the window.
after that my preceptor went to check on her because the aunty was crying loudly
and my preceptor said that 'they' are playing with her.
spooky lor *hair stands*
so in the end we gave her sleeping pills.

and..now my ward is having full house x)
Thank God i'm off for 3 days =P

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