went out with CFers today
played Wii, played darts, watched dvd,
and listen to the guys screaming across the room while lan-ing.
okay lah quite fun hahaha!

after that went CF combine uni and poly
grad camp mtg...
quite weird when von and i gotta meet
the uni grads and we don't even know them
thank God von pon-ed choir and accompany me
ha ha ha.. keke
i go an watch BOF liao ^^

went out with crazy cuzzies again after driving lesson =)
was an impromptu date, cuz too bored at home...

went bukit panjang plaza to have dinner
cuz the 3Y sisters don't have dinner at home =\
then walked home from bpp
only von, vette and me completed the walk

the two white chickens vivian and yveline
took bus halfway =.="

really had lots of fun together today ^^
chilling at coffeebean, yvette doing her homework
nice nice nice

very soon our time together will be lesser..

vivian will be studying her degree,
von and i will be working already,
vina back from china, preparing her FYP
yveline starts her poly.
yvette will be preparing for Os

伊甸園的誓言 by 约书亚敬拜



i'm quiet shocked to see a christian song
sang in 星光大道

youtube has everything under the sun!
i love the korean bun!
i'm going to bun up my hair everyday
after next week cuz gotta start work soon!

but.. i can't do those nice messy korean bun
i only can do those gross tight buns with net
like maid like that.
YUCKS.

furthermore with my current fringe
gross.. just call me aunty.
=S

sometimes people tend to judge others
and it's human nature...

it's time for us to let go and trust
since the heart and passion is there
and what we can do is support and encourage
don't bother the what if(s)
or being comfortable or not
because we're servants of God
can't choose what we want to do
isn't it?

when we sing Lord i offer my life
it doesn't mean part of my life
but my whole life.
and i believe God will lead us
because He knows us best.

it's not the results that's pleasing to God
because God decides on the results.
but the process of working together
and being closer with brothers and sisters in Christ
leading to spiritual maturity..

and that's pleases God.

yups.
that's how i felt after meeting today.

crazy cuzzies' outing today
suppose to go sentosa today
but it rained..then later the sun appeared
but we've craving for sushi hahaha!

so in the end,
we didn't go sentosa
and went sakae sushi buffet @ vivo
yums!
damn full lah.

then we walk around,
went pet station
and then arcade


really fun =)))

i want to have a dog when i'm older!

i went out with my poly clique today
really long time no see already.

went shopping at carrefour @ suntec
for things that they want to bring to tioman
sighs.. too bad i can't tag along, cuz dad don't allow =((
nvm there will be next time where 7 of us will go overseas together!
(hopefully we will)
can't wait for them to come back from tioman and go out tgt with them again ^^

felt really tired now..
since yesterday i've been feeling really tired =\

good night.

i'm glad that i went CF FOC today
and played angel and devil game.

it was really fun and great
and once again,
CF never fail to make me feel welcomed.

thank God that i'm a CFer
and im proud of it!

i just want my relationships to grow.

i thank God for the youth alpha weekend away,
where i really know more about the Holy spirit
and allow it to fill my heart deeply.

during the ministry time,
i really took courage to write down a sin that
has been a big burden to me...
because my pastor is going to read it and pray for me..

writing down is one courage,
stepping out towards my pastor is another thing that i need courage.
i prayed, tried to cool down but tears just keep flowing like tap water
can't control..until when i've stopped crying,
i took the courage to step forward
but when i walked towards my pastor
i didn't dare to look at her
and my tears just flow like tap water again..

felt really ashamed of myself before the Lord
but i know He takes away my sin and forgives me
and then i stop tearing.

God is great. really.

Shoot asked me to do this.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hah.. oh right. =\

results out!
my GPA this sem was 3.7
but my graduating GPA was 3.1956
=(

sighs..
too playful when i was year 1

I could sing of Your love forever
that's How great is our God.

6th driving lesson..
clutch control sucks still..
learnt alot already

went for yyxz worship prac today
gonna lead worship on sunday service
felt nervous though...

not because i'm on stage
not because i'll have dozens pair of eyes looking at me
not because i'm afraid i can't speak well, pray well
not because i'm afraid that the music may turn haywire
not because my voice may just break out
and not because i'll get bad comments at the end of the day

but because
worship supposed to be the heart's cry to its maker
and as a leader,
i've got the responsiblity to provide a channel,
to let people cry their hearts out through God's word,
prayer and songs.

nway i've already chosen my songs
and all i need to do
is to stay focus on God
with a genuine expression of my own heart.

ps: by human nature i'll be nervous because of awkard new environment that i'll be put in
but deep inside, i'm going to present my worship to the Lord and that's really giving me parkinsons!

after talking to people, listening to sermons,
watching bu dao huis, listening to songs
the only ans i've found to solve my problem is...

to pray, and stay close to God
read the bible and increase my knowledge
about God's word.

indeed human nature
brought me towards self-pity
but at the end of the day
i'll gain nothing.

thinking back about what i've gone through
i realised that i'm growing slowly,
under God's plan

pray that i won't be blinded by the earthly lights
but to walk in the Light of God


Thy word is a lamp unto my feet
and a light unto my path.

now i'm gonna use enli's lingo
BRING IT ON! BRING IT ON!

felt really really moody today when i woke up.
mixed feelings of hurt, jealousy and envy i guess
and i tried to cast them away, by smiling, laughing
but happy pictures of others, bad memories of myself just float in my mind
can't control at all.

thank God for the time of prayer during youth alpha weekend away training
and thank God when enli and yuantying prayed for me
because i really felt weak and finally teared away all these fears and worries.

but i still felt moody after that
didn't want to go home at all
so went ah ma hse to learn sewing from vivian
and made a mini yucky out of shape skirt.

glad that i didn't join earthwire today
and went to chopstick sisters today.
because the pastor was really really funny
that really made me laugh and brings joy back into my life.

Father,
thank You for bringing joy tonight
and let me laugh and drown my sorrows away..
thank You for the comfort You gave,
telling me that You're always there beside me.

went out with my favourite people today
chit chat along esplanade river side
was really great.

and i realised that when four of us went to some coffee place,
our topic becomes heavy
and it focuses on me
this is like the 2nd time ahahaha!

but i really thank God for these favourite people
who lend me their listening ears for me to whine
and share my fears.

what am going through will be quite scary and tough
but i strongly believe that God will pull me through
and bless me abundantly...
all i need from you people are prayers
for wisdom, obedience, discipline and faith.

All along
You were beside me
Even when I couldn't tell
Through the years
You showed me more of You
More of You

You'll never let me go

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding. You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner. At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all

am i really like that???
sometimes doing such quizzes really boost your confidence wahahahah!

i always worry for the future
simply because of current situations
and biggest worry is always the financial part.
although i can't really grasp what will happen in future
but His words give me rest.

"The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still."
Exodus 14:14

"The LORD bless you and keep you;
the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you;
the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace."
Numbers 6:24-26

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11

i've learnt to be mature and be responsible to myself and my family
and i know that God will provide me.. just that i need to whine abit
and that makes my friends think that i'm really living a hard life or what..
but i felt that i'm really blessed abundantly... really.


btw i'm not into some financial hooha.
just need some wisdom for financial planning
and save for myself.

first time driving out of circuit
it was quite fun haha!
there's thousands hundreds of things to look out for
can be quite scary leh.

I PASSED MY BTT together with vivian =)
and i got my PDL
gonna go out of circuit and to the road to drive tmr! ^^


went to people's park to buy some cloth
with my aunty, junqiang and vivian
HOHO got alot of cloth
and i oso bought some cloth

gonna make pants, tops. dress
so fun


keep learninggg, keep learningg!

spent the whole afternoon doing spring clean in my room
gosh so many things to pack
and i've thrown away lots of stuffs as well =\

they are little memories that people gave
but have to be thrown away
otherwise there won't be any space to keep them all
that's the hardest part.

as i was packing i look through my neoprints
and past images just float through my mind
the times and fun part of taking these neoprints,
trying to pose, screaming inside the machine,
rushing for time to decorate the picture...

the worst part of remisence
is the people inside these photos
that i've not been contacting for
years, months, weeks or days.

all these ends with a tear.

went paintball today with 1735
damn fun lah!
but painful too.. i had one bruise over my left arm
given by daozhi =\

durian session after dinner was great too
haha but didnt get to eat those really really good durians
but it's okay! cuz to me
they're still same, not very particular though.

after that went westmall arcade to play
ahaha quite crazy and fun
took a neoprint too!

now i'm back at my room with a new layout.
though i'm quite pissed cuz everything
is in a mess now.. my stuffs were all put together in a cupboard
but i'm trying to hold my temper
cuz my parents took the whole afternoon doing all these

cool.. cool..

went jogging today
for the sake of the durian feast tmr!

yum yum...!

maybank's bank loan approved!
and yes, my new family car a silver SUV, Chery T11
(i want black lor!)
gonna arrive like next week or the week after

i'm going to be so broke soon.
1.5k for the downpayment.
plus 368 per mth.
and my own driving lessons
that will make up to about another 1k?

shit i need some financial planning lesson..
after deducting est amount i'm going to spend
this month..

i left some low 3 digits numbers in my bank!
=S

now i know why i can't go Tioman with my poly clique.
i must lock myself at home already


no more shopping for 2-3 months at least.
but mummy say i had everything already...
so why shop? hahah true..

feel so blessed despite being so poor and broke.

woah i spend hours at BBDC today
from morning 0950 all the way to 1600

had both final theory lessons
and my 2nd practical lesson

really fun manz.. haha
driving around the circuit..
but my car still stalled at times ahhaha

well well tmr i'm going to drive again!
then i'll get get my PDL on the 9th hopefully
provided i pass my BTT
then next week i'm out on streets

gosh can't wait!

I've always been told love won't survive,
Promises will turn into lies,
The world just thinks love comes and passes through,
It never lasts pure and true.

But I still believe love can last,
It's your unfailing love that gives me rest,
You were there when I needed you most,
I'll never walk all alone.

On the cross you died and took away my curse,
Love so wondrous no one ever could deserve,
Your bleeding hands proved your love unreserved,
You're my greatest joy and treasure on the earth.

Make my life a fragrant offering I pray,
Help me Lord to serve you truly every day,
Through tears and joy I'll give you all my praise,
Let the whole world know your love and grace

i like little kids
and the posting i enjoyed most is paediatrics
but there's a reason why i refused to work in paediatric dept.

my first driving lesson!

it was so fun! gosh...
my instructor quite funny
but his car damn messy.

i tot BBDC cars are clean nice good
but NO LOR.. my instructor's car got this buddha thingy
got lots of rubbish at the back
gosh reminds me of my granny's hot pink little car

this lesson,
i learnt how to change tyres,
how to check my engine,
all the buttons knobs etc in the car
and i drove round and round the circuit
it was so fun hahaha!
changing gear, braking wasn't tough for me
but start the car moving,
letting go of the clutch was my weak point.

oh yays! i'm going for practice again on thurs!

hope.

Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.

Micah 7:18 (NIV)
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