when i set this title "God is good" , hahah i felt so "fake" seems like only when good things happen, then we say "God is good."
nway, i thank God for my night shift for the past 3 days, yes, everytime i grumble about having to work for straight 7 days or 8 days but i realised that everyday i'm becoming more and more confident at work.
especially in this new hospital, everyday's work is unexpected and very very very challenging, patients coded, super DDDIL patients keep coming in, DDDIL = damn damn dangerously ill list. never the less, stress increases, and my pimples nv stop popping out!
today my sister approached me and asked me if i want to go for adv dip in critical care. without much thoughts, i told her "yes, i want to go"
the intake will be coming october and i'll graduate next year may. i really thank God for the opportunity because with 1 year plus experience, i can go for adv dip. it's really a rare chance! even though my promotion will be delayed
but thinking about being able to take care of the more sicker ones in ICU motivated me to go ahead, grab the chance.
i'm so happy and excited about going back to school really hope that my application will be smooth!
Friday, July 23, 2010 @ 10:34 PM
getting busier
ever since we started receiving SCDF cases, the ICU is getting busier and busier. a lot of collapsed cases heart attacks turnover rate is super high.
it's going to be more and more challenging.
i must survive in ICU!
Friday, July 09, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
Even in the dark
Lyrics/Music : Gabrielle
As the sun goes down As the lights went out When the darkness falls I closed by eyes
I can't see a thing Not a glimpse of light All I heard was noises and cries
How can I walk by faith and not by sight Even in the dark How can I find my freedom and hope in pain Even in the dark
Lord I know You were there Lord I know my time has end Please don't take me away
Lord You've sees me and You've known me Lord You know I can't hide Please don't take me away
As I pressed on I've seen a light Shining brightly like the sun Those darkest times It's Your loving light Shining the way for me
Now I can walk by faith and not by sight Even in the dark I've found my freedom and hope in pain Even in the dark
Lord I know you were there Lord I know you took away All my sorrows and pain
Lord You've heard me and You've love me Lord You never turn away All my sorrows and pain
As the noises fade And I know it's time To say goodbye We'll meet again
Then the sun rises In the big blue sky I've reached the mark And end my race
Thursday, July 08, 2010 @ 9:47 PM
雨后
词:谢惠娟 曲:谢佳敏 Date created: 1 June 2010 Date done:2 June 2010
我望着天空乌云 滴答 滴答 下起雨 心不自觉落下 我 看不到未来 我不知所措 真的想放弃
我望着窗外刮风 轰轰 隆隆 打着雷 心里不再惧怕 我 看到你的爱 你与我同在 你必带领我
雨后望见彩虹 花的芬芳 洒满了我 我的心房
主 你带领我 帮助我 给我安慰 给我力量 哦主 我仰望你 我敬拜你 我要欢呼 我要赞美 哈利路亚
你伸出你手 抚摸我的头 紧紧抱着我 告诉我 “孩子 不要怕 你要相信我 这一切将会离你而去”
我望着门外太阳 叽叽 喳喳 小鸟唱 心也不禁融化 我 感到很安慰 主赐我力量 加给我平安
@ 9:07 PM
爱的故事
爱的故事 词:谢惠娟 曲:谢佳敏 Date Created : 10 Sept 2009 Date Done: 2 June 2010
Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.