at the rate im eating, i'm going to grow fat anytime!
went neonatal ICU today it's sad to see the babies with all e lines etc but the babies are sooooo tiny and sooo cute! size of my palm! that small!! got the urge to work in neonatal ICU haha.
went out for dinner with my classmates again. shop and eat. just don't want to study.
wanted to study after my ACCN paper ytd.. but it was super depressing. i'm going to flunk that paper. so ended up having dinner and shopping
today after attachment. too tired to study. super sleepy. but i couldn't sleep, therefore i went out with my classmates again eat and shop.
really dunno izzit due to stress or addicted to coffee. i slept for about 5hours everyday... but i'm always feeling tired , couldn't concentrate at all.
when i got home, at night, i felt slightly awake, but still feeling tired.
its terrible manz. i just cannot concentrate. even when my classmates talk to me. i just cannot focus and concentrate. i'm living in my own world. stoning. blocked out.
Monday, January 24, 2011 @ 10:24 PM
M U G H A R D
to give better care to my patients to know how to advocate my patients to gain knowledge about how to prevent illness to explain about the medical management of diseases to learn skills to help others to be respected as a professional nurse.
jiayou gabrielle chia!
Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 11:42 PM
i love my classmates
i really love my classmates. we support, encourage, comfort each other alot.
we joked, we made fun of each other, laughed at each other, criticise each other up down left right, we speak nonsenses, we made each other pissed, hurt each other.
but at the end of the day, our friendships just grew deeper.
i think that's the special part of our friendships. genuine to each other.
Monday, January 17, 2011 @ 11:08 PM
Stand By Me
When the storms of life are raging, Stand by me (stand by me); When the storms of life are raging, Stand by me (stand by me); When the world is tossing me Like a ship upon the sea Thou Who rulest wind and water, Stand by me (stand by me).
In the midst of tribulation, Stand by me (stand by me); In the midst of tribulation, Stand by me (stand by me); When the hosts of hell assail, And my strength begins to fail, Thou Who never lost a battle, Stand by me (stand by me).
In the midst of faults and failures, Stand by me (stand by me); In the midst of faults and failures, Stand by me (stand by me); When I do the best I can, And my friends misunderstand, Thou Who knowest all about me, Stand by me (stand by me).
In the midst of persecution, Stand by me (stand by me); In the midst of persecution, Stand by me (stand by me); When my foes in battle array Undertake to stop my way, Thou Who savèd Paul and Silas, Stand by me (stand by me).
When I’m growing old and feeble, Stand by me (stand by me); When I’m growing old and feeble, Stand by me (stand by me); When my life becomes a burden, And I’m nearing chilly Jordan, O Thou “Lily of the Valley,” Stand by me (stand by me).
@ 11:08 PM
Church music
attended this church music lecture @ telok ayer methodist. for once i find that hymns are so so interesting!
the stories behind each hymns, "Blessed Assurance" by Fanny Crosby (voice for the blind) "Where cross the crowded way of life" talk about missions "Stand by me" a kind of sea song
and the people who attended this workshop can sing so well! with parts. really felt like choir in heaven. no need to practice yet can sing so well. with parts!
nice.
Saturday, January 15, 2011 @ 11:08 PM
question.
"Have you ever had those moment when your heart and brain argue with each other so much until you feel sick and confused....and in the end you make a stupid decision that hurts both?"
grrr....
Friday, January 14, 2011 @ 10:52 PM
ED is wacky! but i prefer ICU.
on a field visit to TTSH's ED (emergency dept aka A&E) it was quite busy, alot of patients resus room was full house.
i've always wanted to work in ED ever since my first posting @ AH's ED but today, after being in the ED, i realised that i prefer ICU.
in ED, we don't know the patient's outcome... will he remain alive after sending to ICU? will she get well and discharge from the hospital? patients come and go. and in a long run, i guess the sense of human touch may be gone.
however in ICU, we know the patient's outcome. he's doing well, he's doing bad. there for her while she's fighting for her life. greater sense of human touch.
really thank God for giving me the chance to get into the ICU. although i whine about the mgt, the bosses, colleagues.. but i still love nursing patients in the ICU.
@ 12:03 AM
because...
No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry, & hurting.
Tuesday, January 04, 2011 @ 2:46 AM
insomnia
i can't sleep!! and i'm sleepy!!
:((
Monday, January 03, 2011 @ 10:51 PM
checked.
“I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.”
i'm stressed. checked i'm lost. checked
i'm emotionally up and down. checked
i'm physically tired. checked
i'm scared. checked
i'm avoiding. checked
i'm braving thru. checked
i've prayed about it all. checked
Saturday, January 01, 2011 @ 11:15 PM
111111
what i wrote for "My Hopes" for the new year 2011 was to not give up on something when i haven't try i'll pray about it, try, don't bother about what will happen, let it go and let God take control...
so this is what i've did this morning... cuz it's what i'm thinking of when i woke up
G: heyy what's the #$%$^^%$^#23 R: heyy erm @#$%%#^% haha G: oookie R: yupp haha why G: i wrote a a set of lyrics....blah blah blah....hahaha R: ohh hahah okk (few mins of slience) G: nway i heard from XX that u're not happy with ur results.. well.. jiayou lo. X) R: lol ok la thanks thanks wasnt what i expected but its not too bad G: ahh okie. HAHA (end of conversation)
edited some parts of the convo to prevent who's R hahahahah!
anyway, I've tried... again. it's obviously awkward. well, it's time for me to let it go totally and let God take control.
it wasn't easy, never easy. but i'll believe that it's gonna be a sunshine.
So let go, and let God take your life and move on Just rely, and realize Everything will be alright
Just let go, and let God spread your wings prepare to fly No longer be trampled cuz, He is there to make you shine Take your flight and you will shine
