and i told him that it's a relationship with God, that needs to be build and cultivate just like all the relationships we have in life.

alpha camp is approaching like in a day time.

and this year we're going to talk about these relationships we have.

i actually took a very huge step in the camp

by sharing e one sided relationship i have with R.

it's kind of scary, cuz its really showing the other side of myself

but i really want to honor God in this relationship

because He really pulled me thru, even at times i was angry about the signs that happened when i prayed for them, holding me back and making me confused, unable to really let go

it's been years and finally.

now as i type and think about of the relationships that i have, i really felt blessed

a new friendship i have with Q, he's actually one medical officer i've worked with in the ICU, and we remained friends.

a mentor-student relationship i have with T, an APN who is training me up and teaches me a lot in the ICU

a broken friendship with J that taught me that it always takes two hands to clap for a relationship to work

a crazy kinship with my 6 beloved crazy cuzzies which are the culprits for the short batt life in my iPhone

a reunited friendships with my poly cliques after 4 of them back from Aust since last year.

a long distance east never-meets west friendship with S which maintains well

a multi titles friendship with W, besties, colleagues, partners just proved that we're really cool

a childhood friendship i have with E, knowing she'll be reading this, it's really good that we met out past two days and have a chat. 

etc etc etc

surely there's ups and downs in these relationships, even relationships with God

it's just because we all have flaws.. it takes 2 perfect being to create a perfect relationship

and humans can never be perfect. but does that mean that we can't have a perfect relationship at all??