Sunday, January 28, 2007 @ 10:22 PM
tmr is my last week of studying in yr 1 :)))
after that i'll have one week study break and exams
all the way till v.day :))
then HOLIDAY!!!
1 mth holiday, 1 mth attachment
then i will promote to yr 2!!
(if nth goes wrong)
this year i find my sundays very fruitful :)
esp when i joined DG..
i think because im used to such "lecture" thing... or maybe my mentality is different from when im in sec 1..
i really think and learn to slowy understand wad God is trying to say..
and true enough, i heard Him speaking to me.
last year im serving but im not focusing on God..
40 dop.. im focusing on how to promote lishi ministries..
alpha camp.. im focusing on planning the games..
but this year i guess will be different.
im serving in the choir..
and thru choir songs, i heard God comforting me...
i got closer to God..
and this year i've joined the mission ministry..
though my daddy dun allow me to go northeast thailand FOR THE TIME BEING...
but i believe that in this ministry i will learn the skills of spreading the gospel
and that when i CAN GO, i'll be fully equipped and this will make the whole trip more meaningful..
well im not trying to console myself or make myself feel better..
but after some thoughts i had for the past few days..
i realised that there's no pt begging my dad to let me go thailand..
when i don't have to confidence to spread the gospel to people there..
cuz i don't even dare to spread it to people around me!
and God's calling for me is to become a nurse,
help the sick poor rich...
spread the gospel...
i should study first..
get a dip with merit WAHAHA..
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007 @ 12:05 AM
i gym-ed todae :)
i dunno how many kms i ran..
but i noe i ran 30mins non stop :)
and im happy about it.
cuz so tired liao still can run for 30mins.
yea baby.
felt quite weird in school today..
i think its because im not with my clique todae...
we split up during cmbio.
they didnt attend pharm cuz they need to meet ms yan
sports and wellness i only see some of them
then i skipped NR todae..
i felt so drifted away from them.
i tried to connect back.. but it kind of failed.
:(
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God's grace is sufficient for me!!
mummy asked when is my holidays
i told her 19feb.
then she ask me to help her sell cny goodies at granny's stall together with granny.
then a voice came into my head...
this is the time, this is the opportunity
to bond with my granny..
to spread the gospel to her :D
and immediately i told my mama OKAY.
this is SO SO COOL XD
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